Gaarded Optimism

Testing the limits of postivity,
Me and I,
We collide.
Blend,Separate,Accept,
In confounding angest,
I dread...

You beneath the skin,
Eternal, Temporal,
You in the mirror!
Yea sensual monk,
We despair, we cling,
Faithful to the worst.

Free I am,
Was I ever?
Desire I,
Fear I,
Am I free?
Fight I for it,
Die I do.
Assasinated ingeniously,
By me;

[Condemned to freedom eternally...]